Thursday, March 20, 2008
WOW!
I cannot believe that this past year has gone by so fast. I never thought I would make it thru, and yet here I am on the other end of this deployment, counting down the days until my heart is home. I have 25 days until I can hold him again. 25 days until the kids can jump on him and hug they're daddy. 25 days until I can look into his eyes, and know that he is safe, at least for now. 25 days until that place at the dinner table is no longer empty. My emotions are so jumbled right now, the end is definably the hardest. I am more scared than I have been for the last year. I find myself wanting to fall apart, and yet somehow I pull myself together, and keep plugging along. I know that there are going to be a lot of things that won't be the same, it won't be like he just left and came home over a weeks time. We have both had lives apart, that is something that is hard to come to grips with when you have shared everything with that person for so many years. But I know in my heart that it wont be long until we fall back into our routine, we will learn how to dance together once again. I am posting a few new pics, I'm afraid I have been slacking in the pic department. Sorry! Soon I will be posting reunion pics! YaY!
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