Today is a new day! I am going to have a good day today. I just got back from the hospital. I got my blood drawn, I am going thru the process of a physical. I have not had one in years. I have never had any problems with my health, but the older I get, the more I worry about all the years I smoked and was not active, and was overweight. So, here I go on my quest of becoming a healthy person. I feel very emotionally drained today. Yesterday was tough for me, but like I said, today is a new day. I am getting so excited about John coming home, and at the same time I am a little scared. It is odd not seeing your partner for 8 1/2 months, and then knowing you are going to see them. A little over two weeks until he comes home. So now I am going around the house, wiping this and cleaning that. Gotta get it all ready so we can just relax and spend time as a family. We are going to watch lots of movies, and go for walks, things like that. We really look forward to it.