Well, today was kindof a tough day. I went to the doctor about my palpitations, and I built up so much anxiety over it. They did an EKG, and everything was fine. The doc said that it was most likely brought on by stress and anxiety. My test read normal, so that was good. I couldn't help feeling the whole time that I wanted John there with me so bad. I had convinced myself that they were going to find something terribly wrong with me. The doctor actually said he was proud of me for doing all that I was doing to make myself healthier. I am walking five times a week, I quit smoking, I am eating so much healthier. It was the first time I have been to the doctor, and they didn't tell me that I need to do those things! Yeah me! I missed John's IM again today while I was up there. I don't have to tell you all how upset I was about that. The doc did put me on celestra, I think for my anxiety. I went to a town hall meeting up at battalion tonight. There it was confirmed that they will only be deployed 15 months, and that fifty one percent of the brigade will be home by 11, June. WOOOHOOO. The guys are going to get a Thanksgiving feast out at the COP, or so they say. We will see! At least I know that John will get one when he gets home! Gotta go to bed so I can get up and do it all again tomorrow! :)